1. My car is officially out of commission for the foreseeable future. I am thinking of just selling it and buying a bus pass and a bike with the loot. There is romanticism in the public transit of this city, as I found at 8am this morning looking out over the bridges and sunrise and sipping a coffee and taking myself in the veins of the city. It makes you feel more a part of things to ride the MAX. I like taking transportation out of my hands. Reading a book, being forced to calm down because there is nothing you can do. I am getting really good about knowing when there is nothing I can do.
2. I can put together the last few years of my life via specific albums. I can tell you the emotional and sometimes literal story of my life from junior year on with a few albums and a short note of explanation.
-asleep at heavens gate, rogue wave
-neon golden, the notwist
-it’s blitz, yeah yeah yeah’s
-everybody, ingrid michaelson
-out of the shadows, rogue wave
-one of the boys, katy perry (this one is a joke.)
things are going really well. really slow. really deliberate. really self aware.