i’m just a normal person, without those problems… when did it change?
it’s all of the good that won’t come out of me and all the stupid lies we hide behind
poor little rich boy, all the couples have gone. you wish that they hadn’t, you don’t want to be alone.
i don’t care if it hurts, i want to have control
are you hoping to get out of this mess? truckloads of coffee, a condition to confess
i’ve been trying to knock my head but it’s like i’ve got a broken neck
these days i seem to think a lot about the things that i forgot to do and all the times i had the chance to
i need this now, just like you told me not to
i’m patient of this plan, as humble as i can i’ll wait another day before i turn away. but know this much is true, no matter what i do, offend in everyway, i don’t know what to say
it’s completely normal, well i guess i guess i guess. i wanna be on the right end
save some face, you know you’ve only got one… smile like you mean it
heart and bone, head in time you’ve got wait for it. this motivation that was never felt… you’ve got to wait for it
in other words there are no words he should say
there is no reason at all to be awake and i will sorely regret this in the morning. damn. i have so much to do in 4 days. my house stayed clean longer than i think it ever has, but here it goes again. this weekend. saturday afternoon i am cleaning my house. done, done, and done.
damn. damn damn damn.
so, now that i’ve lost myself metaphorically, when do i get to lose myself physically? or at least hole up for a while.
2 weeks from tomorrow! yeah!