if you could just slow down for a second, i need some time to catch up.
i’m not really sure what to put first right now. it seems like a critical decision that i just don’t know how to make. school, art, self. how can you possibly do all three?
ismene: “not so my lord, but when disaster strikes the reason one has cannot stand firm”
it might be time to talk to some teachers. i think sometimes that making excuses like that is just being lazy because i should and can handle it or whatever. but at the same time, maybe i can’t handle it.
i just don’t know how rational i’m being. oh gosh.
i got a new shelf to put my record player on and all my records underneath. my house has been clean as ever for a solid week. i get to see jason in 23 days and 2.5 hours. that is really soon. the plane tickets were only $273 total which is very doable. dumb, but doable.
dear rich and maureen,
shit’s fucked up, i’m not just slacking, i promise.